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i just feel drained.
all day i can feel so happy and great but at night i feels so drained, tired and upset. Just these past few night i’ve had some horrible thoughts which i hoped would never even cross my mind, i just dont know why but i just want to hurt myself, no reason for it at all, just every night when i lay there i just can’t get it out of my mind. im starting to seriously scare myself, but...
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
feeling so terrible.
knowing that you’re not just a text away, that i’ll never be in your arms again, snuggled up in bed like we used to. Everything is so diffrent now, we went from telling each other anythingg and everything, talking till 2-3am, you we’re like a best friend and boyfriend all in one, i could be myself around you and not alot of people like me for me but i was the happiest girl in the...